I made this art doll today. It was inspired by an affirmation from the book
Life Prayers that was a gift from
Christine at the Sacred Art of Living:
After a while you learn
The subtle difference
Between holding a hand
And chaining a soul.
And you learn
That love doesn't mean leaning
And company doesn't mean security.
And you begin to learn
That kisses aren't compromises
And presents aren't promises.
And you begin to accept your defeats
With your head up and your eyes ahead
With the grace of a woman or man
Not the grief of a child.
And you learn to build all your loads on today
Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans
And futures have a way of falling down in midflight.
After a while you learn
That even sunshine burns if you ask too much.
So you plant your own garden
And decorate your own soul
Instead of waiting for someone to buy you flowers.
And you learn
That you really can endure
That you really are strong
And you really do have worth.
And you learn.
And you learn.
With every failure you learn. ~~~Anonymous
The shape of the doll was inspired by one I saw in my jumping around the internet. I made a bunch of faces last week. I painted this one this morning with gold paint, then black. I then sanded it and added some bronze/copper powder. I glued the head to the body and beaded around it with some beads that Tim recently gave me. I attached the word beads "You" and "Learn" along with the small piece of yarn. I gessoed the body, then sanded it. I aged it with the coffee/vanilla (and this time cinnamon) mixture. After that dried, I painted it, making it a bit more distressed. It just seemed it should have a litte wear to it, considering the affirmation that inspired it.
This felt good. I felt the need to express something today. I have so many things stirring that the feelings fought amongst themselves to get out. This is the one which won.