I was hoping to have a picture of something accomplished today but I don't. Because I didn't accomplish anything.
I don't want to be all mopey on Groggy Froggy but I wanted to check in. Thank each of you who has continued to leave sweet comments and send the most loving emails to let me know you care. I appreciate it more than I can ever tell you.
Nothing horrible is happening or anything. I just feel blah and I cry at the drop of a hat and yesterday developed a headache that won't go away. Well, it goes away and comes back with a vengeance. I haven't done any sewing or drawing or painting or anything. I did get a good bit of cleaning and laundry done yesterday. I was determined. But today I have pretty much just moped around.
I know it will pass, although my confidence in this fact is being stretched.
I went to the quietness of my church sanctuary today and just sat. I sat and looked at the window of the Transfiguration and focused on Jesus and talked to him a bit. It helped, but then I had to shlep past the secretary with raccoon eyes. lol Oh well. It was in the same sanctuary that I told God, a few years back, what he already knew..that my children belong to him and that I hadn't a clue what I was doing and would he please, please guide them. I was reminded of that today and reminded of how much they've grown in wisdom and character since that time and how much easier it's been to mother them since surrendering my hold on them. They are not mine. They never were. But, I love them so much my heart feels it will burst at times. I am grateful for this gift of sharing life with them.
I hope everyone is having a wonderful week. I'm truly ok. Nothing really bad is happening. There are no big issues. I just feel sad and kind of wrung out. I'm not sure why. Please know that your comments and emails have made me smile and made me feel loved and cared for. I can't stress that enough. I don't take them lightly.
Much love to you all.